Here I stay, I bet you wish I was away
  Such a potent opinion from someone
  Who was never meant to be here
  So alone, especially when I was with you
  You didn't have to suffer now
  I guess you made that crystal clear
    Can't you see? That's not me
  Well, I guess I wasn't looking
  When they slipped something in my drink
  Never breaks, just mistakes
  It's true I can't do anything right
  What difference does it make?
    Had your trust until I killed it in distrust
  In absentminded slumber I've burned
  All those bridges down
  I can't stand how all the grains slip through my hands
  Persistent state of breakdown
  Is running all I have into the ground
    Don't try to understand me
  Don't read between the lines
  You can't comprehend me
  It's just a waste of your time
  My fortune reads bitter
  A million ways to abuse
  Playing victim doesn't fit her
  I guess I'm born to lose